some days, you can't win.

and some lifetimes, you can't win either.

so i'm going to try to stop listening to what everyone else thinks and wants and "knows," and instead trust my intuition, my partner, and my baby's cues more.

because, deep down, i know what's right for all of us. without any help from doctors, strangers, relatives, or google.

deep down, i really do know.

and that, my friends, is a win.